June 2011
2 posts
Is It Bad?...
Is it bad that i know that your my Soul Mate?
Is it bad that i know i wont ever find Love like ours, or even love at all?
Is it bad that i base other relationships off of ours, and no one can touch ours.
Is it Bad that i still……. Love you?
Emily (Im never going to spell it diffident) i didnt know you felt like that… i thought you didnt care about me at all… but now...
just...
please… do me a favor… don’t talk to me again unless you are going to be honest wit me. don’t bother with your bullshit. i’ve had enough. you’ve seen everything on here and you know where i stand now. just cut the crap n if u can’t, jus leave me the fuck alone to live my life without you. Goodbye sunshine. I hope life turns out the way you were hoping it...
maybe its time i finally post this so you can see...
(day 1) and i kno that u are over me and us and that ur movin on to other people n other things, but to be honest, i’m sitting in lab and all that i can think of is all the days i sat here and texted you, facebook messaged you, looked forward to skyping you… and now i’m sittin here, drenching the keyboard with my tears dripping so quickly down my face that i’m pretty sure...
not that you'll ever see this or read it or even...
i hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU. you are killing me. i’m living in the destruction you left for me. and just as i think i’m free again, you bring me right back. you make me feel wanted. then you lie to me and leave me in the dark, alone to figure this out on my own. all i want is your honesty. cuz God.. i think i still love you. until i see you. til i c who u r now. the only reason i...
May 2011
10 posts
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love...”
January 2011
7 posts
Distance never separates two hearts that really...
1-23 and still posting.
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours. In one year you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you’ve walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark, I still have these memories, But we’ll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where...
1-23 and still posting.
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours. In one year you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you’ve walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark, I still have these memories, But we’ll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where...
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December 2010
53 posts
247.) I love this kid that can't make up his mind...
i love reblogs
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3 solid weeks of screaming and yelling and lying and cheating and loving and surrendering and hurt… and you still havent made up your mind. nor have you told me wat u were thinking. i was hoping you might share it on here but not so much luck. oh well.
i still love you…
-moonlight
i jus wanna say...
I’m not the perfect girl. The distance sometimes get to me and there are so many times where nothing seems to be going right when he is gone. I think about how wonderful it would be to have him home all the time. There are times when he is home I push him away so it doesnt hurt so bad when we part again. At night I cry because I can no longer handle tryin to stay strong. There are times...
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yesterday you wrote on my leg askin if i still loved you. i said forever. and now that i’m back here and ur still there, you let them talk you into not loving me any more. and you cant explain why. i dont understand. but i still love you no matter what. <3 forever sunshine and moonlight
Listen
haha
well i did only ask for one day. thanks <3 jus wish it was longer…
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i’m sorry <3
welll...
officially this site is all mine. love emily.
turns out… i knew the truth all along… funny how ur gut feeling is always right. <3
thanks for all the lies, the insecurity, the stupidity.
it was a fun, well wasted 2010.
last night...
you said it was over pretty much. well you said that ur talking to Tara now. and I really was hoping to wake up and be jus fine, but before i fell asleep, you texted me that the letter from bg reminded u of me n it was good. and that it is tough to keep movin on cuz all the new changes in our lives were happening when we were together. so everything around us reminds us of each other. what i...
I hate that sinking feeling you get after reading...
sb-lh-rmcf:
Happened to me just about 456576 times this year.
this is my status from facebook. i cant believe it made it all the way thru so many people in one day! <3 thank you all
isss...
is there ever a single minute of ur life that ur not with her? or ur friends? so u can sit down and legitimately think through all that has happened? will you ever find a spare moment to really explain how in the hell you changed so quickly, how you never felt hurt by any of this? do you have any explaination for anything or are u jus doin what feels good? and i bet she feels real good. but i dont...
500daysofyou:
Yeah, I’m in so much pain from this. But at the same time, I wish people would stop telling me to give up. Because they don’t understand that giving up, just brings me even more pain. “You were once happy without him, you’ll be happy again.” I hate that saying. Especially because I was drop dead miserable for months before I had any sort of feelings for him. He made the pain go...
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