December 2010
53 posts
247.) I love this kid that can't make up his mind...
i love reblogs
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3 solid weeks of screaming and yelling and lying and cheating and loving and surrendering and hurt… and you still havent made up your mind. nor have you told me wat u were thinking. i was hoping you might share it on here but not so much luck. oh well.
i still love you…
-moonlight
i jus wanna say...
I’m not the perfect girl. The distance sometimes get to me and there are so many times where nothing seems to be going right when he is gone. I think about how wonderful it would be to have him home all the time. There are times when he is home I push him away so it doesnt hurt so bad when we part again. At night I cry because I can no longer handle tryin to stay strong. There are times...
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yesterday you wrote on my leg askin if i still loved you. i said forever. and now that i’m back here and ur still there, you let them talk you into not loving me any more. and you cant explain why. i dont understand. but i still love you no matter what. <3 forever sunshine and moonlight
Listen
haha
well i did only ask for one day. thanks <3 jus wish it was longer…
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i’m sorry <3
welll...
officially this site is all mine. love emily.
turns out… i knew the truth all along… funny how ur gut feeling is always right. <3
thanks for all the lies, the insecurity, the stupidity.
it was a fun, well wasted 2010.
last night...
you said it was over pretty much. well you said that ur talking to Tara now. and I really was hoping to wake up and be jus fine, but before i fell asleep, you texted me that the letter from bg reminded u of me n it was good. and that it is tough to keep movin on cuz all the new changes in our lives were happening when we were together. so everything around us reminds us of each other. what i...
I hate that sinking feeling you get after reading...
sb-lh-rmcf:
Happened to me just about 456576 times this year.
this is my status from facebook. i cant believe it made it all the way thru so many people in one day! <3 thank you all
isss...
is there ever a single minute of ur life that ur not with her? or ur friends? so u can sit down and legitimately think through all that has happened? will you ever find a spare moment to really explain how in the hell you changed so quickly, how you never felt hurt by any of this? do you have any explaination for anything or are u jus doin what feels good? and i bet she feels real good. but i dont...
500daysofyou:
Yeah, I’m in so much pain from this. But at the same time, I wish people would stop telling me to give up. Because they don’t understand that giving up, just brings me even more pain. “You were once happy without him, you’ll be happy again.” I hate that saying. Especially because I was drop dead miserable for months before I had any sort of feelings for him. He made the pain go...
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today, as i utter my final goodbye, i'll say...
damn..
my days are jus ruined every time i think of her and how you guys are together… my whole world jus stops. i can’t function. at all. my brain literally stops and its like all it can do is torture me with the constant repitition of the names she calls you and everything you do together and all the time you spend with her. i hold my breath hoping that maybe i’ll jus pass out so for...
and...
i hate when she posts on ur wall and calls u pet names. it makes my heart sink and i jus feel cold and empty inside. she makes you food? that was my job. i am dying inside every time she says anything. please pleaseee i’m begging you… don’t let us go. D’:
I hate when I'm trying not to cry, and I can feel...
jus a short story....
agonizing in the highs and lows of their long distance relationship,
the hour-hand and the minute-hand could only ever share brief romantic intervals together.
then one night, at midnight, the clock’s battery died.
the end.
...
you saw it fall like the rain, oh and my soul longs to see your face, oh come, oh sun, come light up our eyes, oh come, oh sun, come wake up our souls you said you’re scared, but i’ll catch you if you fall, don’t fear, i’m right here Her heart lies awake at night calling the sun to warm the skies her ivory hands hold so tightly to the hope of morning and in this house i...
:( please… jus think about it. i cant get...
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The sunshine blinded me this morning love
Like the sunshine love comes and goes again
I love you
I love you
The sea air it’s flowing through my room again
Like the thoughts of you fill my heart with joy again
I’m sorry
I miss you
All things that live one day must die you know
Even love and the things we hold close
Look at love
look at love
look at love
Look what...
6241.) I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I...
:(
illseeyousoonthenn:
my door bell rang. I got so fucking excited! I thought it was going to be you. But it wasn’t. It was a UPS guy for the first floor. ;jdvckjdfsvnhsdbvjbdsjvbdjbvckzdskan
I fucking wish it was you. I miss you so much. I need your kisses right now.
i'm...
also a tad confused as to y u blew this all out of proportion cuz i said i was goin out.. cuz u told me to. n i thought it would make me feel better. but then i ended up jus chillin wit his mom n it was honestly no big deal. you can ask him yourself. i dont kno wat to do…
i....
i’m sorry that our communication was off and that i didnt understand that you were this upset about all of this… i want to fix this but i’m terrified you dont want to.
umm...
forgive me? i’m still crazy upset about all of this. i dont kno how to fix this but honestly… i kno ur upset about nate but i want u to kno that its nothing. i promise. i jus… forgive me for making you mad? i keep reading all ur posts on here and its how i feel n how i still feel.
Night #4 Without You
You just Pissed me off All day….