Yeah, I’m in so much pain from this. But at the same time, I wish people would stop telling me to give up. Because they don’t understand that giving up, just brings me even more pain. “You were once happy without him, you’ll be happy again.” I hate that saying. Especially because I was drop dead miserable for months before I had any sort of feelings for him. He made the pain go away, for months now actually. Letting go is like suicide.